Hello Kvister! I am also new here, but as I can see from the date of posting your topic, you are not a freshman on this forum anymore, and it's cool, because you can share with everybody else your own experience. I am going to find her new friends, or simply new interlocutors, so I don't mind to do it with you!
Hi Serg, nice to meet you, My name is Floyd.
Sometimes it is easier to tell everything to a stranger and to get good advice, then to someone close, so you made a right decission to try to tell your problems to us, on this forum.
Be sure, you will get support.
You can be sure that this is a great place where you can talk about the problems which disturb you! :
Place for chatting and discussion of important questions, place where you can share your stories and experience, to find friends and to become friend for someone.